I still got a lot of leavin&#39; left to do...

Tuesday, August 2, 2005

12:07AM

NEAL McCOY

Wink
(Bob DiPiero/Tom Shapiro)

I woke up this morning my head felt dense
I splashed it with water trying to make it make sense
I stumbled to the kitchen she was standing at the sink
All she had to do was just give me that wink

And slam bam I'm feelin' alright
Troubles take a hike in the blink of an eye
Don't need to psychoanalyze or have a stiff drink
All she's gotta do is just give me that wink

Well it's her way of saying she's on my side
An unspoken message that works every time
When my brain starts smokin' and I can't even think
All she's gotta do is just give me that wink

And slam bam I'm feelin' alright
Troubles take a hike in the blink of an eye
Don't need to psychoanalyze or have a stiff drink
All she's gotta do is just give me that wink

In this complicated world it may sound absurd
But simple little things are the miracle cures
Pushed to the limit or standing at the brink
All she's gotta do is just give me that wink

And slam bam I'm feelin' alright
Troubles take a hike in the blink of an eye
Don't need to psychoanalyze or have a stiff drink
All she's gotta do is just give me that wink
And slam bam I'm feelin' alright
Troubles take a hike in the blink of an eye
Don't need to psychoanalyze or have a stiff drink
All she's gotta do is just give me that wink
All she's gotta do is just give me that wink

Friday, July 29, 2005

11:31PM

seeing dierks bentley and billy currington in less then a week... how great is that?

aug 10th and aug 16th! yea baby!!!!

(4 roped | lasso me)

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

10:42PM - MYSPACE!

HEY! IF N-E-1 HAS A MYSPACE.. TELL ME AND I'LL ADD YOU.. OR YOU ADD ME CUZ I AM NOT REALLY SURE HOW TO WORK IT YET! CUZ I AM KOOL LIKE THAT!

(5 roped | lasso me)

12:02AM - because and i am bored and not tired.............

75 questions Repost this but... Tell the truth

What have YOU done... BE TRUTHFUL!!!

1.smoked a cigarette – No

2.smoked a cigar – no

3.eaten chinese food – yup

4.crashed a friend's car - no

5.stolen a car – no

6.been in love - nop

7.been dumped – nop

8.shoplifted – not really - this one time when i was like 8 i took a fake credit card out of a wallet at target and it had the barcode on it and the alarm started going off when i went out the door.. so im not sure if that counts lol

9.been fired – kinda- "taken off the sched." is what i like to say.. seeing the never actally told me i was fired

10.been in a fist fight – nop, i try to avoid violence

11.snuck out of ur house – o yea, out of my second story window.. umm NO

12.had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back- Yes.

13.been arrested - Nope..

14.made out with a stranger- hmm.. not really a stranger

15.gone on a blind date – Nope

16.lied to a friend - yea most likely... or just left out some stuff..

17.had a crush on a teacher - Yup

18.skipped school – no

19.slept with a co-worker – no

20.seen someone die – No

21.been on a plane – Yup

22.thrown up in a bar -No

23.taken painkillers - no..

24.love someone or miss someone right now – yea :/

25.laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by- yea, who hasn't?

26.made a snow angel – of course

27.played dress up – every weekend...

28.cheated while playing a game - yeah

29.been lonely – Yes

30.fallen asleep at work/school – yea always

31.used a fake id – nop

32.felt an earthquake - no

33.touched a snake – yup

34.ran a red light – yea

35.been suspended from school- no my rental units would kill me

36.had detention? no

37.been in a car accident – No.

38.hated the way you look- Yes

39.witnessed a crime- no that i know of

40.pole danced – me and jessica did... lol we are kool

41.been lost – yup

42.been to the opposite side of the country – yea

43.felt like dying – no, im not that physco

44.cried yourself to sleep – not for a dumb reason but yes...

45.played cops and robbers - i don't kow what that is

46.karaoke – Not in public..at home all the time

47.done something you told yourself you wouldn't -YES

48.laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?- lol, yeah

49.caught a snowflake on your tongue – Yes.

50.kissed in the rain – Yes.

51.sing in the shower – yea i am suchh a good singer!

52.made love in a park – no..

53.had a dream that you married someone – yea

54.glued your hand to something – just glued my fingers together... thats it

55.got your tongue stuck to a flag pole- no are you kidding, not after A Christmas Story

57.been a cheerleader - yea. ha that was funny...

58.sat on a roof top - nop but i think that would be awesome to do that and look at the stars..

59.didn't take a shower for a week- ewwww. No

60.ever too scared to watch scary movies alone - yea alone.. but i love watching them w/ friends

61.played chicken - in the pool yes.. crybaby chicken.. no

62.been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - yea.. when matt used to be kool and talk to us.. but wait..

63.been told you're hot by a complete stranger – haha no, i don't get taht alot

64.broken a bone – no i want to though just so i can have a cast

65.been easily amused – are you kidding.. i always am 24/7

66.laugh so hard you cry – umm yea...

67.mooned/flashed someone – no i was the driver for one though

68.cheated on a test – yup

69.forgotten someone's name – yea

70.slept naked - no.. i don't like that

71.gone skinny dipping in a pool – no...

72.been kicked out of your house – nop

73.blacked out from drinking – nop

74.played a prank on someone - yea

75. Prank called someone – who hasn't i mean serisouly, but now it sucks cuz every-1 has caller id

wow im totally not boreed!

Current mood:

bored

Current music: 'charlie and the choc factory'

Monday, July 25, 2005

12:44PM

last night was fun.. as always w/ my gurls and "the 9 mile crew"! more to come...........

Saturday, July 16, 2005

7:08PM

I got HBP ♥ HBP ♥ HBP ♥ HBP ♥ HBP ♥ HBP ♥ HBP

(4 roped | lasso me)

Friday, July 15, 2005

12:47AM

cedar point and soak city were as great as always w/ my gurls! cedar point was soo hott and soo tiring! soak city was way more relaxing and i met tom cruise! ha!but yea nothing but work lately.. going to see charlie and the choc. factory w/ my mom tomorrow becuse we were supposed to go to the midnight show but not one theater around us had one.. so that is pretty crappy. i actualy kinda have a tan now.. kinda excited about that one.. went to the movies w/ joe jackie and josh and we saw fantastic four. i actualy liked it. it was soo funny! ok im out like trout kidna tired and i am gonna be up late 2morrow night!

HBP! yea baby! 2morrow night!

Current mood:

anxious

Tuesday, July 5, 2005

12:49AM

Friday my best friend, amanda's, dad died. seriously felt like it was my dad. i was soo upset. and have been ever since. today was the first day of the funeral home and i cried so hard when i saw amanda and her brother nick. and mrs. stark, i feel soo bad. she just wasn't herself today, i feel awful. i just wish i could do something. we are going again tomorrow to the funeral home around 1ish and staying till 3 just incase they need anything. and mrs. stark was telling me somethings about what her and amanda were talking about and i am crying right now writing it. it just shows me how good of a friend amanda is and how we may have grown apart, but i will try my hardest that we will oneday reunite.

Buddy you and me go way back 
Camp all June, all through highschool and before that. 
So I don't mind tellin you I'm scared to death. 
The doctor is goin in on the 25th 
It's the same thing my daddy had 
Thank God they caught it fast. 

But if something should happen 
Stop in some time and say hello to Catherine 
You and Marianne could always keep her laughing 
Because shes gonna need a lot of that 
Take her out to a movie 
It's gonna take sometime before shes back on her feet. 
I know you think I'll be fine and I'm talkin crazy 
But theres always that chance 
That's why I'm askin 
If something should happen 

Little Nathan is growing up so fast 
This November he'll turn 10 
He wants to play quarterback. 
I'm supposed to coach his team this fall 
But I may not get to afterall 
He's gonna need someone to catch a pass 
And to throw it back 

If something should happen 
Oh promise me you'll take that boy out campin 
Throw a line out in the water every now and then 
Answer and questions that he has 
Maybe once he gets older 
You can sit and have that first cold beer together 
And tell him a couple stories on his father 
He's always known your my best friend. 
That's why I'm askin 
If something should happen 

I hope I live until I'm 80 
And I get to see my son get married 
And have some babies 
And make a million more memories with my wife. 
Yeah buddy I pray alright 
But if it's my time to leave 
Could you watch over them for me? 

If something should happen x6

Darrly Worley - If Something Should Happen Lyrics

Current mood:

crushed

Thursday, June 30, 2005

11:52PM

umm so i re=did my journal.. cuz i figured this would be the closest thing to georgia and andrew i could get.. i just want to move there and marry him and forget about all my MI boy worries! if only dreams came true!!! and i heard "midnight train to georgia" on the radio on the way to work.. may-b its a sign? who knows!?!

The Night The Lights Went Out In Georgia
(Bobby Russell)

He was on his way home from Candletop
Been two weeks gone and he thought he'd stop
At Web's and have him a drink for he went home to her
Andy Wo-Lo said hello
He said "Hi what's a doing"
Wo said "Sit down I got some bad news that's gonna hurt"
Said I'm your best friend and you know that's right
But your young bride ain't home tonight
Since you been gone she's been seeing that Amos boy Seth
He got mad and he saw red
Andy said boy don't you lose your head
Cause to tell you the truth I've been with her myself

That's the night the lights went out in Georgia
That's the night that they hung an innocent man
Don't trust your soul to no back woods Southern lawyer
Cause the judge in the town's got bloodstains on his hand

Andy got scared and left the bar
Walking on home cause he didn't live far you see
Andy didn't have many friends and he just lost him one
Brother thought his wife must've left town
So he went home and finally found the only thing
Daddy had left him and that was a gun
He went off to Andy's house
Slipping through the back woods quiet as a mouse
Came upon some tracks too small for Andy to make

He looked through the screen at the back porch door
He saw Andy lying on the floor
In a puddle of blood and he started to shake

The Georgia patrol was making their rounds
So he fired a shot just to flag em down
And a big bellied sheriff grabbed his gun and said
"Why'd you do it?"

That's the night the lights went out in Georgia
That's the night that they hung an innocent man
Don't trust your soul to no back woods Southern lawyer
Cause the judge in the town's got bloodstains on his hand

They hung my brother before I could say
The tracks he saw while on his way
To Andy's house and back that night were mine
And his cheatin wife had never left town
And that's one body that'll be found
You see little sister don't miss when she aims her gun

That's the night the lights went out in Georgia
That's the night that they hung an innocent man
Don't trust your soul to no back woods Southern lawyer
Cause the judge in the town's got bloodstains on his hand

That's the night the lights went out in Georgia
That's the night that they hung an innocent man
Don't trust your soul to no back woods Southern lawyer
Cause the judge in the town's got bloodstains on his hand

"Midnight Train To Georgia"

(As recorded by Gladys Knight & The Pips)
JIM WEATHERLY

L.A. proved too much for the man
So he's leavin' the life he's come to know
He said he's goin' back to find what's left of his world
The world he left behind not so long ago

He's leavin' on that midnight train to Georgia
Said he's goin' back to find the simpler place and time
I'll be with him on that midnight train to Georgia
I'd rather live in his world than live without him in mine

He kept dreamin' that someday he'd be a star
But he sho' found out the hard way that dreams don't always come true
So he's pawned all his hopes and he even sold his own car
Bought a one-way ticket back to the life he once knew

Said he's leavin' on that midnight train to Georgia
Said he's goin' back to find the simpler place and time
I'm gonna be with him on that midnight train to Georgia
I'd rather live in his world than live without him in mine

Oh he's leavin' on the midnight train to Georgia
Said he's goin' back to find the simpler place and time
I've got to be with him on that midnight train to Georgia
I'd rather live in his world than live without him in mine

All aboard, all aboard, all aboard
On the midnight train to Georgia
I got to go
I got to go
I got to go

Current mood:

lonely

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

10:57PM

Part Playful Kisser

Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play
You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party
Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare
And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right!

Part Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Current mood:

lonely

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

9:30PM

nothin has really been happening.....

this is our last week of school... FINALLY! even though i have my chem finall 2morrow which i will most likely fail.. o well no more HUBBARD!

last fri. was def. a good time w/ the veach girls and a bunch of other people.. i.e.-south lake boys:)

this fri shall be fun too... same thing at the veach's and going shopping for my purse! finally!

okie i am leaving now.. i have nothing to say

Current mood:

tired

Saturday, May 28, 2005

7:36PM

new pics on my photobucket.. don't feel like updatin cuz i am LAZY!

Current mood:

lazy

Thursday, May 26, 2005

9:49PM

Brass Bed

Baby, the clock on the wall is lying
It's not really that late
It's too cold outside to be walking around the streets of this town
Anywhere if you think you have to be can wait

Why don't you stay with me
Share all your secrets tonight
We can make believe the morning sun never will rise
Come and lay your head on this big brass bed
And we'll be alright as long as you stay with me, yeah

Baby, there is just no use in hiding
The way that I am feeling right now
With you standing there baby I swear I can't help but stare
Girl you're wearing me out, wearing me out
Baby, stay with me share all your secrets tonight
We can make believe the morning sun never will rise
Come and lay your head on this big brass bed
We'll be alright as long as you stay with me

Baby don't go it looks like it's starting to rain
And it's so warm here in this apartment wrapped up in this blanket
So stay

Stay with me
Share all your secrets tonight
We can make believe the morning sun never will rise
Come and lay your head on this big brass bed
And we'll be alright as long as you stay
I'll be alright as long as you stay with me, yeah

Stay with me

Current mood:

curious

Monday, May 9, 2005

6:24PM

well this weekend was ok.. went to the movies fri w/ matt me jackie jess and greg to c the movie for mignot's class... yea it was really good.. yea no it def wasnt.. but sat i worked 12-5 and spent the night at the veach's house then went to work on sun w/ jill from 12-5 again... wasn't too bad except for the fact that i was soo fricken tired sun and i got jess's cold so i was standing at the top of the slide and i thought i was gonna puke o well.. i stayed home from school today too cuz i feel crappy! but 2morrow dierks cd ccomes out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am beyond excited~ im thinking i am gonna get up extra early and go to wal-mart to go and get it! but yea soo..at the movies fri i kinda broke down.. y i dunno.. thta night was fun but there was just little things that kept making it worse and worse... couldn't go to amc cuz i was only 16 and i couldn't b there past 11 or somethingi have no idea.. then my camera broke.. fricken a .. then jackie and matt decided to play a joke on my and jess.. lets just say jess took it better then i did.. lol ididn't start crying! but i seriously love jackie and jess.. like unbelievably! they are always there for me.. and i know i can trust them w/ n-e-thing! "they are the only ones who are stable in my life" lol jackie! but they are always there when i need someone to talk to. but i am going to take some drugs and go watch some tv..

Current mood:

sick

Friday, April 29, 2005

3:50PM

so today sucks realllllyyy bad! mr. miesch's last day was today... MATTS OFFICIAL LAST DAY WAS TODAY! fricken a dude he doesn't even know how much i am going to miss him.. me him and jackie have all gotten so close this year and now he is leaving and most likely going to FL!! wtf could he move farther away?!?!?! i dunno but he will be there tues! HOPEFULLY! and tonight all my friends are going out for a date night.. so yea im staying home.. its gonna be, Jackie & josh, jess & eric (as friends lol jess), jill & matt, steph &jay, and maybe joe & danielle. so yea after babysitting w/ jess i am coming home for the night.. shall be fun by myself.

o and i got my hairs cute wed. it looks pretty good!

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You Belong in Rome

You're a big city girl with a small town heart
Which is why you're attracted to the romance of Rome
Strolling down picture perfect streets, cappuccino in hand
And gorgeous Italian men - could life get any better?

^^ HELLO THAT IS SOO ME!

Current mood:

lonely

3:38PM

o and i got my hairs cute wed. it looks pretty good!

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Current mood:

lonely

Sunday, April 24, 2005

9:26PM

30 Things Guys Should Know About Girls
(Written by a guy. After years of experience.)

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like you.

2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.

8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, alot of them can eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy.

11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the shit out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. memorize their god damned birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond

Current mood:

confused

(2 roped | lasso me)

Friday, April 22, 2005

5:50PM

i just don't know what is wrong w/ me.. i've become such a bitch and i know it.. this seems to always happen to me.. a guy always gets in the way of my friendship w/ my best friends.. i dunno it sux soo bad! it feels like i have no-1 to talk to.. i just wish the one guy i like, likes me back, but for some reason or other.. i never happens w/ me. i guess im not that type that guyz actually like me back. i mean i have liked this kid for ever, and he def. knows that by now, and it sux. people make this so hard for me.. i can't stand it! i just wish i moved and lived somewhere down south.. away from all this drama!

the fact that my best friend is pissed at me sux big balls cuz i never meant to hurt her, and i said some dumb things that i do take back, but i know it was equal on both our parts

im done complaining now

Current mood:

crushed

Thursday, April 21, 2005

9:13PM

just got back from the lacrosse game! i was fun! but i got soo much colder then it was on mon.. that kinda sux.. but i was a funny game cuz we beyond mercied them.. is was 19-0 matt ended up not playing after half time becuase of his should which kinda sucked.. but he is playing 2morrow. i totally drove to the game! it was soo much fun.. first time driving alone w/ the 2 girls i love the most! jackie and jess! um so thats all i have to say..

omg i keep forgetting!!

I GOT THE JOB AT THE REC CENTER! o wait i put that in the last entry! but w/e! it is still awesome!!!

some pics-

^^ me jackie and jess

^^ dude, thats not even the end of the game!

^^ me and jess

Current mood:

tired

Current music: 'maybe it was memphis"